[00:00.00] 作词 : Andy D. Park/Meg Myers/Lora Lee[00:00.23] 作曲 : Andy D. Park/Meg Myers/Lora Lee[00:00.47]I just wanna be alone today[00:03.93]Do whatever the **** I feel like[00:07.45]Spend time in my sacred place[00:10.97]Kick back and take a load off[00:16.20]I'm depressed and I need a break[00:19.52]From this character I'm playing[00:23.17]I've been a slave in the collective maze[00:26.63]And I just can't fake it anymore[00:31.96]Why do I pretend[00:35.69]When my heart is pulling at me[00:39.24]Why do I say yes[00:42.62]I try to make everyone happy[00:46.75]Here I go[00:49.97]I'm people pleasing again[00:53.32]Why do I abandon my own party[00:57.91]A waste of confetti[01:01.43]Lab rat in a black mirror[01:04.79]Feeling pressure for a paycheck[01:08.31]Broke orbit to avoid the fear[01:11.83]Crash landed in my brain cells[01:17.28]Why do I pretend[01:20.59]When my heart is pulling at me[01:24.15]Why do I say yes[01:27.69]I try to make everyone happy[01:31.72]Here I go[01:34.89]I'm people pleasing again[01:38.41]Why do I abandon my own party[01:42.87]A waste of confetti[01:48.93]Is this where it all dissolves[01:55.64]Is this where it all dissolves[01:59.47]Dark places illuminating[02:03.03]Is this where it all dissolves[02:06.57]My heart is levitating[02:10.02]Is this where it all[02:13.53]Why do I pretend[02:16.98]When my heart is pulling at me[02:20.58]It doesn't make sense[02:23.97]I try to make the whole world happy[02:28.21]Here I go[02:31.38]I'm people pleasing again[02:34.86]Why do I abandon my own party[02:39.36]A waste of confetti