[00:00.000] 作词 : Zee T张青羽[00:01.000] 作曲 : Zee T张青羽[00:16.018]混音/母带:Zee T张青羽[00:17.180]Prod. By Freek[00:30.015]It's cold in my heart[00:31.876]Like cold in December[00:35.519]I'm forcing a smile[00:38.203]Everything's just fine[00:40.673]And I[00:43.368]I remember[00:45.535]Wasn't always like this[00:48.346]I wasn't always like...[00:51.193]I wasn't always like this[00:52.920]忙碌的日子里[00:54.850]没有心思翻书[00:55.763]大脑越发迟钝[00:56.909]但不想灵感干枯[00:58.663]故事讲完[00:59.612]再没有新的产出[01:01.096]只觉得自己[01:02.380]像不吃细糠的山猪[01:04.370]杂乱的思绪[01:05.439]让眼神飘向窗外[01:07.245]想起二十一歌词像棱角像方块[01:10.215]习惯了假笑[01:11.581]把该有的情绪装载[01:13.282]忘记穿盔甲[01:13.681]所以承受所有伤害[01:16.116]导航提示我[01:17.291]前方是个深坑[01:18.685]把固执当做勇敢所以没绕过[01:21.891]本就带着梦想[01:22.956]落地想要生根[01:24.713]才发现会飞的不止梦[01:26.211]还有泡沫[01:27.621]体验了什么叫微醺什么叫烂醉[01:30.326]半片柠檬一撮盐[01:31.601]是孤独感在犯罪[01:33.677]心脏跳动加速[01:34.983]意识自我安慰[01:36.452]享受缓慢的节奏[01:37.690]永远不散会[01:38.900]It's cold in my heart[01:41.748]Like cold in December[01:45.215]I'm forcing a smile[01:47.802]Everything's just fine[01:50.020]And I[01:52.812]I remember[01:55.034]Wasn't always like this[01:57.917]I wasn't always like...[02:00.767]I wasn't always like this[02:02.928]或许我应该继续留下在这[02:05.681]或许我应该早早放下麦克[02:08.239]又或许我对某些东西还爱着[02:11.045]但又是什么时候[02:12.237]丢失了快乐[02:13.800]好像是记得[02:15.102]也好像忘了[02:16.634]三年前是什么样[02:18.196]现在好像胖了[02:19.690]过去的浮夸也好像被原谅了[02:22.648]不知道三年后是不是还依旧唱着[02:25.156]有《怅然若失》[02:26.342]于是失去了《方向》[02:28.160]唱完《棒球帽》[02:29.374]再去把脏辫钩上[02:31.111]我觉得都《不太硬》[02:32.547]《所以算了吧》[02:33.805]《最怕rapper唱情歌》[02:35.479]好像也《够呛》[02:37.163]香气包裹辛辣[02:38.463]回味还带着微涩[02:40.025]笔还没停下[02:41.145]要代替大脑推测[02:42.900]不会一直这样的[02:44.062]鼻子有点微热[02:45.441]画的好像天空[02:47.034]但却是《黑色》[02:48.849]It's cold in my heart[02:51.377]Like cold in December[02:54.752]I'm forcing a smile[02:57.342]Everything's just fine[02:59.408]And I[03:02.200]I remember[03:04.290]Wasn't always like this[03:07.178]I wasn't always like...[03:09.904]I wasn't always like this