[00:00.180][ by: Hedegaard][00:00.330]You'd never know[00:03.480]I was fighting for my life eight months ago[00:10.440]I shut the door and covered the windows[00:13.980]'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes[00:17.010]Icouldn't even go outside for so, so long[00:25.200]And youcouldn't tell[00:28.860]But the inside of my head was a living hell[00:35.430]I tried my best explaining how it felt[00:39.480]But nobody ever understood[00:42.720]Doctor said that everything looks good[00:45.060]So I blamed myself[00:52.500]Idon't thinkI'd ever been so lonely[00:58.950]Didn't know if I would make it out[01:03.720]The dead of the winter of my life[01:07.200]In the middle of the summertime[01:12.960]And it still haunts me now[01:16.350]Butyou'd never know[01:20.100]That it took me months to step outside alone[01:26.430]'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home[01:30.690]Past the spot where it all went dark[01:33.720]It's like a movie flashing back in parts[01:36.360]That cuts deep and slow[01:39.960]Ohh[01:43.680]Idon't thinkI'd ever been so lonely[01:49.920]Didn't know if I would make it out[01:54.900]The dead of the winter of my life[01:59.400]In the middle of the summertime[02:04.110]And it still haunts me now[02:20.520]Everyone said[02:21.750]You look fine from the outside[02:23.970]But in my mind I was upside down and screaming[02:30.330]What the hell is wrong with me? Oh- oh- oh[02:34.290]Tryna make it make sense, making my head spin[02:37.080]Now I pray to forget'causeI'm still here screaming[02:43.080]What the hell is wrong with me?[02:46.320]You'd never know[02:47.550]Oh,you'd never know, no, no