[00:00.000] 作词 : Laura-Q[00:01.000] 作曲 : Laura-Q[00:02.000] 编曲 : Laura-Q[00:09.973]nonsense they blew,[00:11.429]self-centered and cruel,[00:14.444]sweet word they drew,[00:16.265]only paint me blue,[00:19.001]They say I’m good when a shield needs to be used.[00:24.031]capsules they use,[00:26.446]warm and true,[00:28.830]sidewalks they stood,[00:31.212]wide and smooth,[00:33.395]They hold their perfect guise while dust covered me through.[00:42.666]I unfold myself in the dead of night,[00:48.105]creases are on fire they’re undefined.[00:52.863]the best soul of mine turns to clown all time,[00:57.649]what shape will i be crumpled next time?[01:04.677]“You’re boring, “[01:05.961]keening on these dumb things no one would do.“[01:14.030]You’re such a fool”[01:16.023]spot everything through but a flesh never move.[01:23.445]“You’re so dull,”[01:25.154]every girl is shining, you’re fatigue and unmoved.[01:33.308]“What the hell will you do,”[01:38.172]alighting your sparks for them to injure?[01:45.828]critics they choose,[01:48.060]wild and rude.[01:50.416]steps they took,[01:52.211]fragile but resolute.[01:54.916]I fell with the ladder when they completed their use.[02:00.016]reluctance they grew,[02:02.397]mass like flu,[02:04.836]time is unruled,[02:06.899]prolonged or no clue,[02:09.385]Run out of breath for my life but only me was moved.[02:18.607]Smiling all the day, fake a sunshine shape,[02:23.456]Till the kind was waste, knife came, no embrace.[02:28.272]running all the way, with a tearing face.[02:33.103]Till the fire awake, sadness may erase(or never erase!!!)[02:40.389]“You’re boring, “[02:42.356]keening on these dumb things no one would do.[02:50.127]“You’re such a fool”[02:52.066]spot everything through but a flesh never move.[02:59.424]“You’re so dull,”[03:01.095]every girl is shining, you’re fatigue and unmoved.[03:09.062]“What the hell will you do,”[03:14.282]alighting your sparks for them to injure?[03:19.403](how ironic, bystanders’ still tutoring me to be kind)[03:24.158](how splendid, i’m the one who is giving apologize)[03:29.511](how humorous, i was burning myself but faking smile)[03:35.142](how ridiculous, assertive speakers mock at me for brittle and fright)[03:44.716]She almost knelt herself down,[03:50.108]collected all her blood drops with gown.[03:54.806]She swallowed her owner’s frown,[03:58.758]unknowing where she landed was wrong.[04:03.724]She followed and bent down,[04:07.794]picked up every trash thrown on ground,[04:12.340]Of course no one turn around,[04:16.132]Found her pain had lasted so long.[04:22.309]i polish my wounds and turned it to jokes,[04:26.051]jokes you saw were ashes of my throne.