[00:24.000]I know what it feels like[00:24.000]To be left on your own[00:28.000]To want to end it all[00:30.000]And end the pain you've shown[00:32.000]I know that you feel like it's all your fault[00:36.000]But it's mine[00:41.000]You know?[00:43.000]I never thought I'd be the same[00:44.000]I cried for weeks[00:46.000]I felt the blame[00:47.000]I'm getting worse and you don't know[00:48.000]But I'm not angry anymore[00:53.000]I hate myself[00:55.000]I hate you too[00:56.000]I don't know what I did to you?[00:58.000]I'm giving up[01:00.000]I'm letting go[01:01.000]Nevermind, you'll never know[01:03.000]I need you in this moment[01:05.000]But you left me all alone[01:07.000]I'm just sitting and waiting[01:10.000]By the telephone[01:14.000]It's not like you're dead[01:17.000]And it's not like you're dying[01:18.000]But when you told me you loved me[01:20.000]I knew you were lying[01:22.000]I know what it feels like[01:25.000]To be left on your own[01:28.000]To want to end it all[01:30.000]And end the pain you've shown[01:33.000]I know that you feel like it's all your fault[01:39.000]But it's mine[01:40.000]You know?[01:47.000]You sat at the end of my bed[01:50.000]I'll never forget what you said[01:53.000]You told me you were nothing[01:55.000]And you were better off dead[01:59.000]You said you wanted to try again[02:02.000]Just like your son jumping in front of that train[02:05.000]I saw it[02:06.000]I saw the pain in your face[02:07.000]It only gets worse[02:09.000]It doesn't go away[02:11.000]I can hear you crying[02:13.000]And I'm sorry that it hurts[02:17.000]But you can't hear me crying[02:19.000]Because it's hidden in my shirt[02:23.000]You can't hurt me anymore[02:26.000]I already hurt myself[02:28.000]And I still feel like I'm nothing without you[02:35.000]I gave up on you when you gave up on me[03:07.000]I lost hope I let go I would give up on me too[03:11.000]I gave up on you when you gave up on me[03:23.000]You made me think it was all my fault[03:28.000]You've broken me, you broke my heart[03:33.000]You told me you tried[03:35.000]You told me you'd end it[03:38.000]You told me you loved me[03:40.000]And I'd never forget it[03:43.000]You made me think it was all my fault[03:48.000]You've broken me, you broke my heart[03:52.000]You told me you tried[03:55.000]You told me you'd end it[03:57.000]You told me you loved me[03:59.000]And I'd never forget it[04:06.000]I'll never forget it[04:11.000]And I'll never forgive you[04:16.000]You're killing me[04:19.000]You've killed yourself[04:21.000]You've killed yourself