[00:00.000] 作词 : Patrick Kiloran[00:01.000] 作曲 : Patrick Kiloran[00:14.134]New Year's Eve last year[00:17.635]Locked up in my house[00:21.385]I thought that it might be nice[00:24.644]If I just killed myself[00:29.082]Therapy was going well[00:32.332]But something wasn't right[00:36.342]I don't know if I can do this[00:39.594]But I'm terrified[00:42.082]I won't get to see you[00:44.602]In the morning light[00:48.592]If I poison myself[00:51.839]Even one more night[00:55.602]How could I be[01:00.092]Everything that you need[01:04.082]When the weather's getting colder[01:07.582]And I'm too drunk to see[01:11.582]The way you love me[01:14.582]You're the only buzz I need[01:18.832]Yeah my eyes are blurring over[01:22.832]'Cause when I'm with you I can be sober[01:41.591]Summer evening, careless[01:44.842]Threw up in our bed[01:48.332]Wish that I could stop this[01:51.582]More than the spinning in my head[01:55.091]So many excuses that[01:59.342]You don't wanna fight[02:03.092]I don't know if I can help it[02:06.832]But I'm terrified[02:09.102]I won't get to see you[02:11.832]In the morning light[02:16.331]How could I be[02:20.082]Everything that you need[02:24.341]When the weather's getting colder[02:27.844]And I'm too drunk to see[02:31.341]The way you love me[02:34.842]You're the only buzz I need[02:38.832]Yeah my eyes are blurring over[02:43.092]'Cause when I'm with you I can be sober[02:47.582]All the things I thought I had to do[02:51.582]Made me fall apart[02:53.089]I just wanna be addicted to[02:58.842]Everything you are[03:00.852]How could I be[03:03.831]Everything that you need[03:07.581]When the weather's getting colder[03:11.592]And I'm too drunk to hold you[03:15.331]The way you hold me[03:18.102]You're the only buzz I need[03:22.352]Yeah my eyes are blurring over[03:26.581]'Cause when I'm with you I can be sober