[00:07.812]trembling hands drag down tearing skin right from my face.[00:13.219]mangled spine, eyes back, I think I've found my place.[00:16.851]praying to be conquered by the images I think I see.[00:24.400]delusional, schizophrenic, mind controlled.[00:29.996]picking at flesh I'm loosing all my sanity, the reflection tells me that I'm condemned.[00:38.076]I'm drifting further from my normality as I watch the blackened figure in the room ascend.[00:45.511]grip me by the throat, nails lodged into my neck.[00:48.588]losing color from my eyes with weakness in my bones.[00:53.145]dragged to a familiar place, aroused, I'm eager to be home.[01:08.107]psychotic thoughts carved into blood drenched letters.[01:12.084]no more running, just accepting it's not ****ing getting better.[01:16.849]psychotic thoughts carved into blood drenched letters.[01:20.747]no more running, just accepting it's not ****ing getting better.[01:26.756]I am my favorite enemy.[01:35.230]my own two hands will bury me.[01:50.416]I have been consumed.[01:52.523]I won't return.[01:54.284]the reality of dementia is enticing.[01:59.787]I'm at ease loosing all my sanity.[02:13.401]no return.[02:19.491]twisted torn up deranged mind f**ked.[02:47.397]it's crawling in me, feast upon my eyes.[03:01.695]sudden flesh crave.[03:04.511]I've summoned dark skies.[03:11.552]I can't stop this torture frenzy.[03:13.759]screams so pleasuring.[03:15.743]slipping in your throat[03:17.771]spilt blood as your family kneels before me.[03:20.580]it's not my hands.[03:22.261]it's the work of the damned.[03:24.898]I violate as your skin turns cold.[03:31.328]I have become so disturbing.[03:39.463]reborn, never thought it'd come to this malevolence.[03:47.256]delusional.[03:49.388]schizophrenic.[03:51.152]mind controlled.[03:59.905]grip me by the throat, nails lodged into my neck.[04:03.355]loosing color from my eyes with weakness in my bones.[04:07.707]dragged to a familiar place, aroused, I'm eager to be home.[04:14.327]I have been consumed. I won't return.[04:18.006]the reality of dementia is enticing.[04:23.937]I'm at ease loosing all my sanity.[04:28.979]I have been consumed. I won't return.[04:32.707]the reality of dementia is enticing.[04:38.331]I'm at ease loosing all my sanity.