睡不着 - 艾志恒Asen.mp3

[00:11.154] Reminiscing about my past
[00:12.103] (想起我的过往)
[00:12.251] 我甚至不敢往回看
[00:13.545] 你看我老汉儿看我妈
[00:14.846] 他们从来没给我陪伴
[00:16.309] 从小生在咸丰城
[00:17.813] 我只想翻过这座山
[00:19.403] 我只能变得自私
[00:20.238] 留给我的道路也不宽
[00:21.798] 头等舱五星酒店
[00:23.279] 我兄弟没得我走运
[00:24.574] 在饭桌上面找我借钱
[00:26.000] 他还借着他的酒劲
[00:27.471] Man it's crazy
[00:28.245] 他们把你钱包当成备用金
[00:30.099] I put my heart in this music
[00:31.477] (我把心声写进了音乐)
[00:31.720] 但身边的人没有听
[00:32.941] 粉丝说我拯救了他
[00:34.427] 自从我的第一张mixtape
[00:35.701] 但我在天天搜我名字
[00:37.139] 这种感觉太虚伪
[00:38.507] 我让hater闭上了p嘴
[00:39.871] 但现实又把我击溃
[00:41.257] 我扔掉同情心 now **** drama
[00:42.836] I don't wanna be ace
[00:44.136] (我不想再做自己了)
[00:44.342] Small Town Kid在我身上
[00:45.641] 但我感觉快消失
[00:46.967] 分到蛋糕 尝到甜头
[00:48.354] 晓得苦不太好吃
[00:49.743] 我也签过卖身合同
[00:51.178] 以前确实太老实
[00:52.480] 现在学会当渣男
[00:53.963] 怪生活是个坏标志 I'm sorry
[00:55.573]
[00:55.754] 翻来覆去通宵我睡不着 yeah
[00:59.263] 我的思绪多得就像落叶
[01:02.026] 他们说我变了 I ain't feelin sorry
[01:04.732] (我没什么好感到抱歉的)
[01:04.880] 我不能想太多
[01:05.929] 对我都是拖累
[01:07.490] 我只管把账户扩充
[01:09.639] 我管不到你 钱要留起过冬
[01:12.639] 不然还有啥子作用
[01:15.296] 老子不可能让计划落空
[01:17.958]
[01:18.135] Reminiscin bout my past
[01:19.092] I know ain't shit is gonna last
[01:20.422] (回想种种 我知道没有一件事会留下)
[01:20.587] 我闭上眼睛
[01:21.283] 好多双手把我一直往下扯
[01:23.194] 我奶奶全身都是病
[01:24.515] 她是咋个把我养大的
[01:25.948] 她说相信你的感觉
[01:27.539] 你要一直讲下去
[01:28.833] But I don't know what to say next
[01:30.190] (可我已经没有灵感了)
[01:30.785] I'm sheddin tears in my Maybach
[01:31.635] (在我的豪车里抹泪)
[01:31.812] 再也分不清黑白就像成都冬天全部是灰色
[01:34.486] 我守规则 陪笑脸
[01:35.833] 这画面确实太诙谐
[01:37.158] Hiphop为我点燃灯在那一瞬间被吹灭
[01:39.928] But I don't give no ****
[01:41.096] Go get them guap
[01:41.725] (我不管 挣钱第一)
[01:41.889] 钱给我家人花
[01:42.887] 一开始我确实喜欢你
[01:44.285] Now I just wanna fk
[01:45.359] (现在说唱只是我挣钱的工具)
[01:45.514] Money comin in
[01:46.686] Never stop
[01:47.568] Stackin to the top
[01:48.431] (不停地把钞票堆成山)
[01:48.601] 一开始我也想成为传奇
[01:49.831] 现在当我脑壳瓜
[01:51.176] 那年想当Small Town Legend
[01:52.550] 只能怪我脑壳笨
[01:54.065] 我怕被瞧不起而说谎
[01:55.410] 那年还是小学生
[01:56.790] 我起床看向镜子感觉熟悉
[01:58.695] 但又好陌生
[01:59.554] 如果你还在找Day1的Asen
[02:01.120] 那你找错人 I'm sorry
[02:02.506]
[02:02.665] 翻来覆去通宵我睡不着 yeah
[02:05.820] 我的思绪多得就像落叶
[02:08.993] 他们说我变了 I ain't feelin sorry
[02:11.723] (我没什么好感到抱歉的)
[02:11.869] 我不能想太多
[02:12.914] 对我都是拖累
[02:14.646] 我只管把账户扩充
[02:16.663] 我管不到你
[02:17.899] 钱要留起过冬
[02:19.676] 不然还有啥子作用
[02:22.447] 老子不可能让计划落空
[02:25.045]
[02:36.356] Said I'm feelin sorry deep inside me I ain't sorry
[02:39.166] (我道歉了但心底根本没变)
[02:39.321] 借花呗买的sneaker扔了 以前还当做宝贝
[02:42.008] 我响应政策所以跑去国金刺激消费
[02:44.716] 家里从没挣过大钱
[02:46.009] 我咋晓得还要缴税？
[02:47.440] 我也想过当榜样but I ain't never try
[02:50.078] 对世界只有恨 我从没想过如何爱
[02:52.837] 戴40多万Rollie但我兄弟欠一屁股债
[02:55.611] 在飞机上颠簸
[02:56.641] 我想过 算了Maybe I should die
[02:58.512] (这样死了也挺好)
[02:58.813] 他们说一个人赚了钱会显出原形
[03:01.469] 小时候心里挖的坑 我用钱来填平
[03:04.218] 我弟说我没啥感情
[03:05.585] 感觉像被判了缓刑
[03:06.907] 每一个夜晚 负罪感都让我没法安宁
[03:09.777] 我点开从前写的歌像进了避难所
[03:12.504] 看到十多岁的小娃儿他们都说喜欢我
[03:15.162] I wanna be that voice
[03:17.285] (我想变成鼓励他们的声音)
[03:17.446] But I didn't see that cost
[03:18.172] (但我没看到那个代价是什么)
[03:18.564] 如果今天死去也没多少人会记得我
[03:20.918] 我翻开备忘录看还有什么可以说的
[03:23.569] 自从挣到钱 我很少再去同情弱者
[03:26.664] 以前我只懂hustle现在我只看到剥削
[03:29.261] 你说这算不算成功？
[03:30.945] 反正我不觉得
[03:32.295] I'm sorry
[03:33.117]
[03:38.255] 词 : 艾志恒Asen
[03:39.088] 曲 : 艾志恒Asen
[03:39.921] 编曲 : JIMI天赐/notaverage
[03:40.754] 混音 : 谭玉堂
[03:41.587] Mastered by Colin Leonard at SING Mastering, Atlanta, GA using SING Technology®
[03:42.420] Small Town Records®