[00:00.000] 作词 : Joshua A[00:01.000] 作曲 : Joshua A[00:10.810]I won't die if they put me in a casket[00:13.290]I'll be fine 'cause you know I'm always on my own[00:16.080]I'ma try just to get out what I'm trapped in[00:18.620]But my head goes on and it's all I ever know[00:22.050]And it's always so hard for me to put myself first[00:26.040]Can't let nobody take away anything that I deserve[00:31.270]So I'm tryin'[00:32.400]I got dry,but I've been feeling carsick[00:35.000]Hard to get a spotlight when you're in the darkness[00:37.640]Can't let it show,so I gotta stay heartless[00:40.270]Can't trust anyone when they all want this[00:43.160]Swear I'm always in a dark place[00:44.990]And you know it's hard to breathe when I drown again[00:47.790]And I always think about the worst case[00:50.220]Scared to fall beyond,always on my mind[00:52.810]And you know that I've been down too much[00:55.210]Dark thoughts in my head won't win[00:57.890]But you know that I've been lost again[01:00.530]I've been wondering,will this ever get easier?[01:06.160]Will this ever get[01:13.170]Will this ever get easier?[01:17.200]Will this ever get[01:19.340]Will this ever get[01:22.470]I've been wondering,will this ever get easier?[01:25.860]When it hurts,I've been lyin',sayin' I'm fine[01:28.100]Don't wanna be a burden,but I think I'm losin' my mind[01:30.740]Sometimes it feels like I'm giving up[01:33.030]And when the stress piles up,I think I've had enough[01:36.310]And I can't live with half the things I've done[01:40.740]I just wanna find help and peace so much,but life goes on[01:45.660]And you know that I've been down too much[01:48.300]Dark thoughts in my head won't win[01:50.990]But you know that I've been lost again[01:53.580]I've been wondering,will this ever get easier?[01:59.110]Will this ever get[02:06.220]Will this ever get easier?[02:10.050]Will this ever get[02:12.990]But you know that I've been lost again[02:15.030]I've been wondering,will this ever get easier?[02:27.570]Will this ever get easier?