[00:00.00] 作词 : APRIL(CN)[00:01.00] 作曲 : APRIL(CN)[00:02.00] 编曲 : APRIL(CN)[00:08.46]Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous[00:12.66]清晨时分,我仍旧难以轻松地醒来[00:16.71]Fighting my anxiety constantly Itryto control it[00:21.12]永远都在与焦虑不安斗争,我不想被轻易击垮[00:25.68]Evenwhen I know it’s been foreverI can still feel the spin[00:29.61]尽管我明白这就是我的宿命,可我还相信反击的可能[00:34.35]Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again[00:37.95]每次回忆都是刺痛的伤害,而我不想再任它折磨[00:42.06]Don’t know if you get it cause I can’t express how thankful I am[00:45.90]如果你能明白我的处境,你也会明白我,对你满心无以言表的感激[00:50.19]That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand[00:54.75]曾伴我走过每一场风雨,我想这次你能够理解[00:57.84]I don’t wanna lose control[00:58.50]我不愿失控沦陷[00:59.01]Nothing I can do anymore[00:59.58]无力以抗争世界[01:00.00]Trying every day when I hold my breath[01:00.81]屏住呼吸,每一天都竭尽全力[01:01.65]Spinning out in space pressing on my chest[01:02.49]承受着挤压胸膛的重负,我在夹缝中生存[01:03.81]I don’t wanna lose control[01:06.27]可我不想全然失控[01:06.84]Sometimes I still think it’s coming but I know it’s not[01:08.10]有时我脑海里闪过放弃的念头,可我没有轻易妥协[01:09.87]Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught[01:10.98]尽力地吸气,哪怕又要呼出,可我已捕获到了维持生命的氧气[01:12.78]Cause even though I’m older now and I know how to shake off the past[01:15.03]因为尽管年岁在堆积,我也依旧能甩去嵌在心底处,对过去的执念[01:17.10]I wouldn’t have made it if I didn’t have you holding my hand[01:18.84]我难以挺过这些困苦,如若没有你握紧我的手[01:20.34]I don’t wanna lose control[01:21.00]我不愿失控沦陷[01:21.66]Nothing I can do anymore[01:22.56]无力以抗争世界[01:23.34]Trying every day when I hold my breath[01:24.21]屏住呼吸,每一天都竭尽全力[01:25.32]Spinning out in space pressing on my chest[01:26.16]承受着挤压胸膛的重负,我在夹缝中生存[01:27.66]I don’t wanna lose control[01:28.38]可我不想全然失控[01:29.13]I need you to know I would never be this strong without you[01:33.78]我想让你明白吗,没有你的支持,我难以如此坚强[01:41.40]You’ve seen how I’ve grown you took all my doubt[01:42.30]见证了我成长的每一步,你是我完全信任的依靠[01:47.88]Cause you were home[01:48.24]因为你是我的归宿[01:48.78]I don’t wanna lose control[01:51.09]我不愿失控沦陷[01:54.72]There’s nothing I can do anymore[01:58.50]无力以抗争世界[02:02.91]I don’t wanna lose control[02:03.63]我不愿凌乱崩溃[02:04.11]Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore[02:05.10]无能为力至泣泪[02:05.52]Trying every day when I hold my breath[02:07.47]屏住呼吸,每一天都竭尽全力[02:10.11]Spinning out in space pressing on my chest[02:10.95]承受着挤压胸膛的重负,我在夹缝中生存[02:33.57]I don’t wanna lose control[02:34.35]可我不想全然失控